Seven seven sevenWas all you said thenYou asked me to go;Something was coming I couldn't bare to knowAnd it wasn't fairBut your stareWas the fixatedTweaker tendencyThat exacerbatedMy tendonsSeeI need to see youNeed to free youBecause me?I knew,Before I could have possibly known;Of all of the things that I ownAnd will obtainNone can make me abstainFrom [...]
Julie,Is jewelryPrecious, hand crafted, refinedMay she never resignHer power;May she never come down from her tower.For she is jade,On a velvet high-Like suedeAll over her geminiBody.She bought threeStarsOne for her, one for venus, one for MarsShe is beautifully scarredEngraved byAll that's shes braved I-Could connect the dots in her woundsAnd paint her the moonIf only [...]
All ofThe olivesNone of the SpriteYou were the oneIn and out of spiteThe sumOf all of my demonsLike rumAnd gullible written all over the ceiling-You were always sealingThe deal.Concealing my fate;So steal me away-Or pray its us,One day.
To fit your ideals;I tried all sorts of contortionsBut you extorted me in portions(Call that coersion.)Or a conversationToo difficult to have.
There are zombiesWith flesh tornAnd beyond meForlornWorn downClowns.Browns, blacks,Purple backs;Nothing left to baskIn.Out here;There's sinNothing but.
Who would comeIf I were to expire?Sit in my sun,Experience my fireOne last time to the sound of the choir;Who would look at that stained glassOn the floorAnd gaspFor moreTime in my presence?And how could I presentTo them "My God!You've got,To live while you can."
I see her,I see hurt.And you make it worseYou're the worstIt's like you rehearseEach and every time you sayYou'll be different in some way.I don't believeIn reliefOr releaseReal easeNever did more than teaseMy tendrils.But still I did ten drillsI said I did ten pillsI cleaned up seven spillsAnd stillI am instilledWith an unfulfilledNeed to be [...]
My mouthTastes of ashtraysAnd going astray.Have I smoked myselfLike an empty gun?Have I provoked my healthJust for a little fun?Or just for a little someoneTo sink my teeth into.
Trapped inDrastic filthI've attractedAll the things that wilt.I've insurmountable guilt towardsAll of the awardsLife offers.I'd like to take the girl insideAnd off herI'd like to take the world and hideIt in a box beneath my bed;But I'd surely forgetNay forfeitIts location.
Seven stepsAnd a swollen chestYou knew that I had weptCause you left what was bestMessed up.Yes, you made a mess ofReal loveAnd all of its trappings.Still, the traffic sings-screams your name"Save him! Someone save him!"But you were the one who could swim,While my fins were broken to begin withAnd the width we've left to goIs [...]