All of your endeavors.

I loved you firstAs a young bird.And it was the worst,Much like these misplaced words.I loved you againWhen my voice was hoarseAnd I could feel you on my skin,Like lingering sand.I loved you moreBy the palm of your handsAnd the way they played forWhatever they could win.I loved you stillWhen you wouldn't let me inAnd [...]

Foggy disposition.

Sometimes I pray to leave my body-But instead I cry it outTill I'm groggy,And trapped in a flout;So please forgive me for my foggyDisposition.I said please forget me,You needn't listen-I do not gleam!I do not glisten!In fact I am of victimOf my own ill-fated decisions.But this isn't my belatedWay of stopping the song,It's a feeling [...]

When you rinse your glass.

On your ingenious deviceYou're conveniently niceBut I'm curious,What would you deny?Inexperience?Your sigh?Perhaps your messages since,You stopped looking me in the eye?Should've known by your winceCause whenYou rinseYour glassYou always rinseIt fastBut tonight you had no senseAs you let the time go passAnd I'd be dense not to thinkIt would lastCause one look at herAnd now [...]

If you must.

Her tragic eyeliner,And childs teethDon't mean I wouldn't mind herMaking you complete.Please confirm;Do you always shit where you eat?Or do you enjoy worms,Gnawing at your feet?Cause when you kept her warm,You chose to suffocate me.And she had no formal training,So normallyI'd think I was merely complaining-But she does shit orally(That's just how she's sustaining)Even if [...]

Floored.

Its life,And I'm boredWith surgical knive-And being ignoredWhen I had assumed I'veSoared.Turns out ICouldn't affordTo fly.So i am flooredAnd stuck wondering why;I'd felt adoredUp until I touched the sky.Only later, did I realize the limit was the awardAnd it had already passed me by.

Addicted to, too.

Tattooed,By an ever growing demand for bonesI chewedThrough traffic conesAnd screwedMy life up, so I could be alone.But you were so rude,(The way you moaned)And so glorious in the nude-That I knew you honedIn on my poorly gluedBody, as it groaned;Like it was foodBecause I was stoned,And you needed something to be addicted to, too.

The leaks.

Orange juiceAnd ruby cheeksAren't youSupposed to fix the leaks?Crispy blueAnd yet so bleakCouldn't youThink before you speak?Cause you're dripping dewAs if you're a creekAnd I'm so into youI reakThough, I thought it was infinitely trueThat in all that I seekWhat's worth seeking is you.What a freakingJoke-That you were always the one sinking the boat.And I [...]

Despite my bite.

I had a sparkling in my pupil,(In spite of the black holes)And god damn me if I wasn't brutalDown into the pit of my soul.I am down in the shit of it allHoping like hell I do anything but fall;As I ball my fistsAnd find I've completely pissed awayMy life.But on my life-I'll find a [...]

Bumbling.

I was a hungry little birdWading my wayAnd flipping everyone the thirdBut I suppose it was all a wasteLike every wordHe refused to say.And what's worseWas the weight of the corpseHe left to wade(That's me of course)So I guess I should've obeyed.But force is forceAnd this shit sure has weighedOn this bumbling sourceOf serious dismay.

Boots.

RottenRaspberriesI'd forgottenTo buryStain my toes tips;And I'm no fairyBut I'm still wondering ifI'm realAs I run on towards the cliffKnowing I'll never truly feelThe end.But sure as the wind is blowingI couldn't defendMy ever growingFruit.And I thought I was so clever-(Forgetting to wear my boots.)