I wasn't done withHisWithering thoughtsBut thisDim whitted, hotHeaded man isOkay with leaving me to rotBlissfully believingThat his love for me does notEqual toSequels whoAre written with a plot twistWhere the glueDoesn't dry around his wristSo he leaves me tooSoon, and I'm pissedAnd broken, and scaredAnd the listCouldn't have pairedA better sequence of hurt.Still I grin [...]
The peaches were moldedAnd so, I bit the forbidden fruitBut I kept everything foldedRight down to his birthday suitStill, he found himself revoltedBy not having something he could shootOr dismemberThat's why he ate me by the rootAnd pretends not to rememberEven as he tucks his jeans into his bootsHe only thinks of her.
We laminatedMy downfallWith those satin sheets he hatedAnd allThe things between we had waitedTo happen.But then, he celebratedNot having me aroundAnymore.Turns out I didn't astoundOrWeigh enough poundsForHim to careBut he left me sore,And heartbroken beyond repair-Having nothing he woreBut a pairOf jeans he toreOff of meSaying he wanted more(Like an offering)But once he got to [...]
He betrayed my rottenCorpsePlayed with my body so oftenIt became coarseAnd thenHe decided he didn't feel the same.(Anymore)But I'd memorized his chin...And drove myself insaneAlways wondering where he'd beenOr why he said her name(In his sleep)Only offering some lameExcuse, because he can't watch me weepBut we cameSo far,With such a leapThat I didn't care about [...]
After telling him I loved himHe said he loved me tooBut maybe not whenI was someone whoCould come right in.No key neededOr knock requiredI didn't know if he had cheatedAnd I didn't care if I was tiredHe completedMy hot wiredBroken heartSo I was openTo being torn apart.
He leftAnd the birds sang the same songI made the coffee the same way(Letting it sit too long)And I remained a passenger to the dayRiding it like a teacupAround, and around (though I pray)To go up, upAnd away;Never experiencing the lowsBut being irreparably high-Knowing I had to let him goI had to say goodbyeAnd sit [...]
I'm into romantic fantasyBut the real life anticsArent for meBoys just wanna use their dicksThey wanna bruiseThey wanna lickAnd confuseEvery unsuspecting chickThey meet.They want to have their pickAnd never feel defeatConquering every inchOf my sweet, sweetBodyBut he bought meSought me outAnd helped meMemorize his shower groutNever minding the hoursNever minding my poutIt seemed he didnt [...]
The ticking clockBecame our lips lockedIn basement talk(I kissed you first)We couldn't have stoppedAnd to top it offA lot of what I said was true"I've always been in love with you."I gave him streamersMade his bedAnd kept myself completely fed.I was the best woman I've ever been;But the party beckoned(With its cheeky grin)I guess that's [...]
I'm anxiousObsessedAnd it seems there's no justiceAs you might of guessedBut I'm manifesting just that thisMan could of confessedHisFeelings forWhatever it isHe wanted to call usBefore I assumedWe wouldn't work becauseI exhumedUs, like we had died.Maybe we were never doomedAnd you had simply liedBecause you knew that what loomedMeant that you had to pick apart [...]
I feel like I'm drowning,But maybe we're better off.In a life where I'm frowningAnd we're cut from a different cloth;But there is no reasonI wouldn't love himHe could commit treasonAnd I'd be the same dim-whitted puts.But then,It was more than lustIn the early morningWhen it was just usPouring outI heard him sing, I saw him [...]